sui ideation Show more
very much going to kill myself september 17th. mark the date and plan your riots now
misinfo Show more
panda “noah lennox” bear doesn’t put reverb on his voice he just sounds like that
destiny shitpost, nsfw Show more
two vex, simulating sex
two vex, simulating sex
my synthoceps, my synthoceps
*mastodon user voice* while i understand the function of callouts and other self-regulation processes within leftist communities, and i am as much of a slut for drama as anyone else, i cant shake the nagging fear at the back of my mind that ill one day post something unwoke and all my friends will cut ties with me out of nowhere
meta, trauma, gaslighting Show more
also im not accusing anyone of gaslighting or whatever im just extremely susceptible to that kind of shit bc of past trauma. ppl tell me im being manipulative or trying to trick them i lose it.
meta Show more
it feels really Shit to me that in doing the bare minimum as an ally i got accused of trying to lay traps and “”prove”” her racism or whatever. part of why that sucks for me is some shit in my brain instantly believes it when people say im wrong for a moment. i always leave an argument confused disoriented and feeling the dread that i could he totally in the wrong. ive introspected and talked to ppl and i did the right thing but it fucks with my brain baf
*on tour with lou bega and the person who predicted sikh male headwear*
a little bit of monica here i am
a little bit of Erica on the road again
a little bit of Rita here i am
a little bit of Tina up on the stage
a little bit of Sandra here i go
a little bit of Mary playin star again
a little bit of Jessica there i go
a little bit of you makes turban sage.
i'm so annoyed. i can't believe this is still being debated.
someone came at me with racial, transphobic slurs. i reported them and then posted the screenshot to warn people to stay away from them because that's what you are supposed to do when someone attacks you.
thats it. that's all. i had no ill will against w.l. i said nothing about w.l or anna, i indicated nothing in the fault of her administrating. i didn't even know who she was until two days ago. anything else is fabricated.
@wintgenstein i mean i think that you could be like .000001 stone depending on how big the stone is... lots of stones around town these days!!
re: Meta and race Show more
I am still on Birdland bc frankly, my homegirls are on there and prolly ain't gon' move any time soon. It is what it is. So what I get to see is years and years of ignoring BW/WOC, suspensions of BW/WOC accounts & shadow banning their accts when they are fighting back against racism. Thats what I see all the time.
The behavior of instance admin in question is the exact same. And she is waxing philosophic w another admin that gets rb'ed on nazi/gab like TL's w racial slurs, too
Yeah, I too would rather be here having a happy time and not have so much “drama” but this is our reality. People come at us with the most vile terms and someone would rather back themselves into a corner than admit, “that was fucked up, I’m sorry that happened and I’m sorry I reacted the way I did”. And I would rather not know that there are people who would choose to back THAT person up or stay where they are because they’re comfortable.
This applies to everyyyyyyone in this scenario. The people involved, the people that stayed on witches, the people putting PoC in charge of slapping them in the face to explain what’s racism, the people asking “what happened?” but being content with summaries and not actually learning for themselves, everybody who is not standing up pissed right now. People should be pissed. Because I’ll tell you, is poc are only getting more. And more. Pissed.
hornt Show more
ok uhhh.... bully me. and fucking. bite me. and stuff.
zie/zir he/him she/her in that order.
im ramona sometimes. right now im lavender.
im peach girl.
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